Papa, Mama, Dajie, Ah Min, Ah Hui and Xiao Biru   

As i return from work today, walking the happiest path where Dajie used to carry you and wait for me when i knock off, i can still imagine the look on your face, the indian dance with your neck when you saw me...A major part of me died on the day you left, suddenly. My biggest worry finally came. Although i know i cannot keep you forever, but my life is so dependent on you...My heart really aches and i'm not even sure when will i be happy again.

You are everywhere in the house, in the toilet, under the Mi Ler For, stretching on the bed, peeing onto the sofa...Everytime i open the door, my heart sank because you were not there to greet me with a toy in your mouth and 'screaming' excitedly. I will always remember how u greeted me every morning when i'm preparing for work, no matter how sleepy you are, you will always make an effort to come looking for me and give me a morning stretch, waiting for me to say 'Good morning Ah Pu'.

I haven't cried today, maybe later. You were more than a dog, you are my family, my child, my little follower, my dear companion. I am really grateful to have you around for the past years and thank you for loving us.

It has been 33hours since you were gone...
way too long... to have been a dream...

it's okay... nothing changes still.
lights were off now, but i do still watch out for you when i step out of the room.
Mama said to keep the rooms' door closed still,
when we were just about leaving home to visit papa this afternoon.

we used to go to the loo together at this hour, remember?
chey chey will ask, "baby, want go zuzu bao zi?"
you sprung out of bed, running ahead, taking the lead...  ^^

and late supper treats... your favourite polar butter cake...
which i just had a slice, took a bite, and wanting to pinch the corners of it... 
but to realised, i had to finish that all by myself now...

mama, dajie, ah hui chey chey and me were watching the vid
which you catwalked around with your red boots.
how grateful we were, that you left us those moments... thank you, baby...

looking back the years, only to find out that...

baby ar...
you had been the softness that i could only hold on to, when life was hard...
the warmth that i could only gather, when life seemed cold...
you were here for me, for everyone of us...
and you are still right here, deeply in our hearts...

we love you, baby...