As i return from work today, walking the happiest path where Dajie used to carry you and wait for me when i knock off, i can still imagine the look on your face, the indian dance with your neck when you saw me...A major part of me died on the day you left, suddenly. My biggest worry finally came. Although i know i cannot keep you forever, but my life is so dependent on you...My heart really aches and i'm not even sure when will i be happy again.

You are everywhere in the house, in the toilet, under the Mi Ler For, stretching on the bed, peeing onto the sofa...Everytime i open the door, my heart sank because you were not there to greet me with a toy in your mouth and 'screaming' excitedly. I will always remember how u greeted me every morning when i'm preparing for work, no matter how sleepy you are, you will always make an effort to come looking for me and give me a morning stretch, waiting for me to say 'Good morning Ah Pu'.

I haven't cried today, maybe later. You were more than a dog, you are my family, my child, my little follower, my dear companion. I am really grateful to have you around for the past years and thank you for loving us.