It has been 33hours since you were gone...
way too long... to have been a dream...

it's okay... nothing changes still.
lights were off now, but i do still watch out for you when i step out of the room.
Mama said to keep the rooms' door closed still,
when we were just about leaving home to visit papa this afternoon.

we used to go to the loo together at this hour, remember?
chey chey will ask, "baby, want go zuzu bao zi?"
you sprung out of bed, running ahead, taking the lead...  ^^

and late supper treats... your favourite polar butter cake...
which i just had a slice, took a bite, and wanting to pinch the corners of it... 
but to realised, i had to finish that all by myself now...

mama, dajie, ah hui chey chey and me were watching the vid
which you catwalked around with your red boots.
how grateful we were, that you left us those moments... thank you, baby...

looking back the years, only to find out that...

baby ar...
you had been the softness that i could only hold on to, when life was hard...
the warmth that i could only gather, when life seemed cold...
you were here for me, for everyone of us...
and you are still right here, deeply in our hearts...

we love you, baby...